I make these heads when I feel a shift. There have been five since 2014, and the last was in 2019.

I started this piece in late 2025, when I did not feel quite like myself. Not in a bad way. I could feel myself evolving, or being nudged by the universe to. One day I felt like I'd woken up a different person, so I went into my head, literally, to find out what was going on in there. I started seeing a neurologist and doing regular neurofeedback therapy, and I got obsessed with the brain and the mysteries of how it works, balancing electricity in the brain, the pineal gland, naturally produced DMT, how complex the whole thing is.

Around the same time I went to a Nassim Haramein lecture on infinite energy inside every proton. He walked through his theory of how the proton is the key to connectivity and energy density in the universe, shaping both the smallest particles and the largest cosmic phenomena. According to his math, the tiniest form of matter holds the same potential energy as a black hole. That blew my mind and reinforced something I already believed. It meant the vastness of the cosmos was in my very being, in the cells and particles that make me, that make up each of us. The universe is 99% plasma and 1% stuff. Matter is 99% space and only 1% stuff. He infers that space is the fundamental source of matter. Knowing this somehow helped me let go of my old self and move toward whatever was coming.

The further into my own head I went, the wider the field I ended up in. All my works are meant as beacons of our inner world. I make them to remember what is inside me, and to reconnect to the light I carry, that we carry. This one is the head I went into, and what I found in there.

Exhibited in Guild & Greyshkul at Cooper Union, New York, through October 31, 2026.